"Sissy I just um poopied my pants" ugh!

I have been babysitting my 4 year old sister, Sydney, now for about 2 1/2 months since my mom went back to work. She is 4 and still not potty trained, and refuses to. Now i do have to say that it doesnt help that my 6 year old brother Zachary who has Autism wont potty train either. She doesnt understand that theres something wrong with him and its not just that he doesnt want to. I have tried everything in the book to get her to potty trian and she just wont do it. My mom has tried and tried. The only person she acually does it for is her father. Well i thought i had her potty trained hen out of the blue today she looks at me and says, "Sissy i just um poopied my pants" in the quietest voice i have ever heard from this child. i looked at her and wanted to scream. i cant think of anything else to do she absolutly refuses the toilet and anything that has to do with it. UGH!

My 4 month old baby girl,Madison, had her 4 month shots yesterday and she did surprisingly well. Yet today she has a fever of 100.8 and is a bit fussy. Im workiing on like no sleep due to the fact she hasnt been sleeping well. She hasnt been sleeping well because she has had a cold and shes teething. WOO HOO! ha yea right. My PIA husband hasnt helped at all except taking care of Syd when im here.

I juat got served with a Subpoena!!! literally just got served. luckily its one i filed on this crazy psycho B***h thats causing drama.

I know im rambling a bit but his is the first blog and im having a very busy day/ week.

Here let me tell you a bit about myself, why i started this blog, my daughter, my unruley siblings, and my PIA husband!

My name is Niki, im 19 years old, im married with a Beautiful baby girl, named Madison, and im the oldest of 9 kids. My husband and i met at the local ice skating rink, he was dating my best friend, she hated him but i thought he was adorable. He was tall, tan, handsome, and an ice hockey player. His name is Nate. Man is he the biggest pain in my patoot! HE is and only child to 2 very wealthy parents although his dad passed away when he was 9, he was adopted so they spoiled him rotten and he shows it. Hes 21. We have been together now for almost 6 years and have had alot of problems, including cheating, and abuse. We have changed our ways and are better to each other but hes still a brat and thinks of mostly himself. We were married on May 17th of this year, and had our first child on May 30th. A beautiful baby girl who we named Madison Jean. Shes the best thing to ever happen to me shes sweet and funny and just an angel. i still cant beleive shes mine. Like i said i am the oldest of 9 kids. My mom has 6 and her husband Stevie has 3. They drive me insane. They are good kids but seriously obnoxcious(sp?) Heres the list you ready for this.... you might want to sit down....
Me-19
Brandon(in the army)-18
Alex-17
Cheyenne-11
Sierra(stevies)-11
Logan(stevies)-9
Zachary(autistic)-6
Sydney-4
Emma(stevies)-4
yes thats the list. Cheyenne is the sweet wants everyone to like her goofy blonde, Sierra is the unruley bratty but helpful and funny pretty brunette, Alex is the angry redheaded teenage game nerd, Brandon is the i think im the sexiest thing on earth goofy as hell soldier, logan is the inquisitive captain obvious very helpful silly little boy, Zachary is the silly fun loving thomas playing lovable little boy,Sydney is the spoiled rotten whiney un potty trained turd bird, Emma is the sweet and shy at first but just wait big mouthed crazy typical 4 year old. i love them all with all my heart and would do anything in the world for them.

I started this blog as a way to vent, get advice, give advice, and just to share my experiences with others going tthrough the same so they know they are not alone.

Well i beleive i hear Madie waking up and chores need to be done so i need to get on the kids to do them before my mom gets home and has my tail! thanks for reading hope you stick around.